I am running faster.
Stronger, physically, then I have ever been.
This is the upside.
Immersing myself in exercise has its benefits.
As my muscles gain strength and endurance,
My mind lags behind.
It’s tired and weak.
It’s constantly running, never taking a break.
My heart remains crushed.
Full of pain, yet wanting to give the love it has.
August ninth is approaching.
My breath quickens, my heart races.
My body tightens, my mind spins.
You are this precious little being that had my love from the beginning.
I am not capable of forgetting.
You were quite a miracle.
This pain is permanent.
This pain is suffocating.
But here I am..